I'm ready to leave but i have already missed you!

Today i will go to Rome that it's a romantic city i dreamed to go when i watched the film《Rome Holiday》.But i couldn't sleep ,it's not because i'm exciting but just some strange feelings about leaving. When i package my staff i suddenly image the day when i leave Finland. Maybe i do package my staff but i actually package my memories here related to my school life, friends and lots of happy,sad,interesting,surprising things.


A little down, i find that when i leave Finland i feel i'm really love it even leaving for a short time.However,i know clearly that saying goodbye is an unavoidable and common thing in our daily life.I haven't left but i have already missed Finland , i miss the kind people here, i miss my friends here even we gathered to have a big meal and played games during the night. 




Next are random emotions in my head  :
I haven't stayed with you to enjoy the beautiful snow scenery together.
Maybe if we go through somethings together we'll well understand what is treasure.


I haven't held your hand and traveled around with you no matter how desolate the world is.
Maybe if we overcome the difficulties together we'll know better about how to cherish those forever but short moments that only belong to us .


Sometimes i believe everything has its ending, nothing will be forever......
However,most of the time i would like choosing stay together rather than leaving or saying goodbye to knows who care about me.Maybe you'll be willing to accompany me to see every sunrise and sunset if we have already experienced hardest period together.




At last:
Maybe i won't use any social media during the 12-days holiday because i also want to make use of this travelling time to experience how life is without social media.I'll travel and relax myself to read some paper-based novels.I'm sorry i can't read some of your new works, please keep on creating and i'll see them later. So see you after the holiday, enjoy yourselves.(*^__^*) ……

What's the point of the float in the swimming pool in Finland?

On Wednesday my friend and i went to the swimming pool in the city center. We just wanted to learn and experience something new or interesting because someone told me there is some water exercise.
At the beginning, we just practiced as all of us were not good at swimming even we live in a city with a lot of lakes and rivers. After swimming about 1 hour i still didn't learn the keys to swim very well and always stopped before the zone that was deeper than 1.5 meters.Then i wanted to use float that could help me swim easily. After i armed myself and was ready to swam again, the worker in the swimming pool came to me and explained that the float was dangerous for me as i was not good at swimming, if the float was loose when i went to deep zone, i maybe drown. 
I understand her point and i know her kind heart is  to keep me safe but i was still surprised and puzzled about the Finland security concepts. As in my country, only the learners or people who are not good at swimming use the float to avoid drowning . Why only people having  good abilities can use extra help tools while the starters can't. I'm even interested about how Finnish people learn to swim if they don't use float or other helpful tools. I also wonder what's the point of float if all the people know how to swim and are good at swimming. If they have already know their float is not safe why don't they improve this product and make float can be used for learners? Maybe it's because most of them are good at learning everything like skating cool as if they have natural talent. How cool they are, i really think Finland is a magic place.

As a i don't have Photoshop software and have another software that is to beautify photos without too much professional knowledge. So for the first four photos, i make use of the advantages of the software to merge separate photos together, and rotate some pictures of myself as when  the picture are taken at vertical direction. I also adjust the size of picture and make some adjustments in terms of brightness,hue,color balance and so one.
The last picture is edited by a online photo editor(http://pixlr.com/editor/), compared with Adobe Photoshop, it has less function but it can save the storage of your PC. I try to use this to edit some of my photos, but limitation of less function make me difficult to achieve my plans. So i only adjust the brightness of the picture, make three layers to edit the blue butterfly, the other butterfly is originated from the first one, i freely transform it and make some distortion.
Then i use some brush to draw some stars with different shapes and colors. Using online photo editor is also not that stable as during your process of editing, it may stops and all your work done before is in vain. I'll edit other photos later and use reliable software.

How about rent a boyfriend or girlfriend to celebrate tomorrow's Valentine's Day

Tomorrow will be Valentine's Day, i am quite clam this year as i am not in China .I don't have to put myself to embrace a holiday that seems to be absent.


Almost every year, most people like it while there are also lots of people hate it.For those lovers, a lot of romantic things will occur tomorrow; for singles,it's a sad day to suffer where ever you go.As a result, parties for singles tomorrow are held with the purpose to make more single friends.I don't know what's the situation of other countries, but in my country at least like this.


Sometimes i think what if i find a foreign boyfriend, i wonder if there is really no national divide between our human beings' great love！(*^__^*) I wonder weather we can get along with other very well, i wonder what's the scene when we have conflicts,i wonder who will always comprise to his or her lovers......so many,:)just some imagine things, what a  cranky  girl i am !

weekend with Finnish family

This weekend my friends and i spend time with a Finnish family, they are so nice that make me feel i am at home with family.We eat pizza and pancake,in addition, we play a game called"Take it easy!".It's interesting that we are shy to talk at the beginning but when we try to find topics everyone have a lot of things to speak.I think i will try to study Finnish at last semester.I wish when i come back to China i can meet some foreigners and invite them to my home and cook tasty food for them.

How long do we really stay with our family?

Today i suddenly think that what's the point of study abroad? It seems that there are not too much changes for me as i am already accustomed to leaving away my home and go to another place to study. I have been like this for about 11 years, i always feel that my family and i are tightly linked together because of our loves for each other.However, when i am older and older, i realize that the real time i actually stay with parents is not more than 5 years. As i only have about one-month winter holiday and two-month summer holidays, weekends and other holidays are usually spent at school or with my friends.When i think about my future, if i find a job, i may work in Beijing or other big city, not in my hometown. This will makes me seldom stay with my family again. Maybe in the future, i meet one man and get married ,then when i have my own small family, it's impossible for me to do a lot things for my parents.Of course, i don't take something unexpected into consideration, there must have,but it's another thing. I wish i can go home earlier .

Together but have to say goodbye, a little sad !!

I just come back from our hot pan party and we almost stay up as yesterday was a holiday for families to gather together and enjoy our big deal. However, we can't, every time when we have traditional festivals my friends and i will stay together to enjoy a big meal. During the dinner,we talk  a lot of things  about our future, i know i either apply for my master's degree or go back to my country to find a job. But what i am afraid is that my friends will leave Finland within 3 months , i am so sad to image the scene when they leave. We are here now to study together and  have fun together but one day they will leave and then maybe half a year later or one year later i will leave.I just suddenly so sad to think about the say goodbye moment while we are having fun together.Am i sensitive? Do you understand my feeling?

Be active

Today i have a class with an another group, i am not accustomed to this change .Because usually i have my friends with me ,but today i am alone, alone to go to school with temperature i have never experiment in my city , alone with myself to eat......Then i read one's blog , i find i haven't read long articles for a long time except for doing assignment.The writer posts a lot of articles with different styles , he knows what he wants and  take actions.I used to insisted to write my diary for about 9 years but i give up finally. I still like reading books and words but i seldom write for myself .What a pity and what a shame ! From today ,i will try to write something even a short sentence.

Some places in Italy

Milan :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBY9Ra-GT3g

Quite fun performance with three heads

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9LUyt-LC4U